Friday, May 21, 2010


I only have one follower.... myself

Peace in the Middle East

-the Hustler

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Make it illegal to protest military funerals!/group.php?gid=109573925730229

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Lady Gaga - Telephone (Official Clean Version) ft. Beyoncé

Please share in their courage

Monday, May 17, 2010


I feel trapped today in the four walls of my life. Other people get to come and go as they please with no worries in the world while I wipe tears and take care of fears in the small faces of my life. Waiting on moving on and moving up in this world that I create in my mind. I wish, wonder, and want if it's what I make it out to be or if I'm holding on to something that's really not there. Developing a friendship right now that could help me though. They are friendly and kind and helpful. I need to stay focused and find a hobby. I shall get my paints this summer again, it's been since Christmas, and paint, paint, paint. It soothes me and I feel whole with it.

Peace in the Middle East

-the Hustler

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Private Home & Water Well Reportedly Impacted by Hydrofracking Near Andover/Independence, NY | Toxics Targeting

This is a house near where I grew up, we lived near a gas plant and there are also oil wells near us as well. It's interesting to see the impacts of this on people without any sort of real resoultion to them.

Peace in the Middle East

-the Hustler

Virginia vs. New York

This going back and forth between two states is starting to be exhausting. My life is in the constant limbo of where I will wake up in the morning. If we are lucky next year we will all be in one state and that's the state of happiness. And I hope that happens neither in Virignia or New York.

1. Stars, there's nothing like the stars in NY
2. School (but I don't like it, but I have to do it for one more year) (so not really a pro)
3. Old Friends
1. Drama
2. Ex husband and his white trash family
3. Small town BS
4. My family
5. My fiance isn't here
6. No work
7. No money
8. Nothing to do

1. Theres always something to do (fabulous resturants, bistros, and bars)
2. My fiance is there
3. It's beautiful and clean, not white trash (or much)
4. Near DC
5. New friends
6. Work
7. Money
1. Everyone has a BMW and wants you to know it
2. No one knows how to drive
3. It's expensive to live there

But until I graduate from this Godforsaken school that I committed to going to for one more year I can only think about how this was our plan to make our lives better, to stay focused and out of trouble and away from people who are negative. Negativity in ones life can bring you down faster than you know. Being positive about the outcome and having faith in the one you love to help you the best they can, makes a dream come true.

Peace in the Middle East

-the Hustler